How you play’d

Games

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You think I’m,
playing,
Games.
I’m not.
Not anymore.
The only game I played was the
relationship,
we were in.
Two years
I fought,
so badly to win.
For you to become,
the man I needed to have.
I fought for you,
I fought with you,
I fought for us.
Just,
in that order.
Going in and out
of trances of,
anger
happiness
sadness
Wanting you to align, (needing you to)
align with me,
My…